Unfortunately I am unable to go onto ImLive this week. Something is wrong with my computer. I have to use IE and it freezes up. I need to get more memory and to clean up some of the junk on the hard drive that I don’t need. All my adult files, pictures and videos need to be stored on an exterior drive. It’s a good idea in case something happens. Plus, I lost my voice. I’m not sick but I think the fact that I was for the past few weeks makes it hard on my vocal cords. I still have a slight cold.

I know some of you got the video so I want to know what you think. Also, I want to know if you liked the Valentines I made. It takes at least four hours to do one so remember that while I am making yours I am thinking of you for four hours. Is that romantic and sexy or what?

Big Breast Amateurs 8 was reviewed recently here by barrettman. I have read his reviews before and think he is hilarious. Thank you barrettman if you read this today’s nipple is dedicated to you!

If you are on facebook, I am getting more and more involved with it. You can find me here. Please add me as a friend. It’s more fun than digging through all the spam at myspace.

And finally I am back on board with The Breast Files. I will have a playmate site up within the month, I promise!!!!

For those of you who are waiting for your Valentine, don’t worry I have be working on them daily. Going to the post office with only one or two seems to be a waste. I appreciate your patience and hope it is worth it. Please take into account that I was very sick after the Bang Brother shoot. Strep throat is gross when you know where it came from. Don’t worry I had my doctor run a full STD screen on me and I am STD free, it was just the strep.

Since I missed Thursday you get two pictures today!

Thong Thursday

Leap Year Nipple Friday

Wednesday’s always excited me, two days to the weekend.

I think I may be on the webcam tomorrow and Friday. If not tomorrow it will definitely be on Friday. I need money to pay my bills. The money I made from Bang Brothers only paid for one month of bills, now it’s next months turn. So come and play with me so I can make some money. Or you can make it easy and donate. I’m sure seeing me live would be better than a blind donation. I’ll try to be on by 3pm central.

Now for Wet Wednesday…

Yesterday was my birthday. I’m a year older. I worked on a project for LBP’s Chris Seaver. Chris is one of those genius men who is inspirational so much so that I want to be like him. He is able to gather friends and create a film that is distributed and collected by his loyal fans. I’m glad I am part of his films. I can’t wait to see Ski Wolf. Mostly I admire him for finishing. One thing I am not good at is finishing. He has inspired me to love my work despite the imperfections it may have.

One thing I am struggling to finish is the Valentines. I am so sorry about being so slow with these cards. Each one takes almost 4 hours to make so It’s hard to get three done a day. My hands get all tacky from the glue and I get dizzy because my art has always been quite psychedelic. They are coming though, everyone who donated will be getting a late Valentine with their video. This means you can still buy one if you want. I’ll make friendship cards instead.

I was surfing and I found this post on this blog about me. The author says that I am too nice for the porn industry and that it wont work out for me. I have already said that I am reconsidering working for mainstream porn but I’m not quitting. I am learning to much about myself to quit now. Plus I have all this incentive from you to keep going. I will stay in and do my own thing for a while. I also still want to work with Score. They are nice to me and I feel comfortable with them. Plus they pay well.

Finally, Bender had an excellent idea of dedicating a day to a nude pic. So for him I will post two today since I missed yesterday. For you Bender Mammary Monday and Pussy Tuesday!

TGIF!

I’ve been thinking and evaluating my involvement in mainstream porn. The majority of you who read this, it is probably safe to say, are after amateur and reality rather than mainstream and perfection. It is probably much of the reason we all like bigger girls as well as thin girls and don’t call them pigs or cows. We know them in our own lives and know that it takes so much money and time to actually look like a porn star. Diet, exercise, makeup, skincare, plastic surgery, all to look perfect and all to look like a star costs moola! Moola is not what I have and not what I want to care about so I indirectly choose not to be perfect.

This last time at Bang Brothers was a slap in the face being paid less and cast as a supporting actress. I know I don’t have the ass for that series. It’s not a bubble butt I’m a little too lean in that area. My weight goes other places. I could win a hip and thigh award but not an ass award.

My tits are good but I’m almost 2 cups smaller that most of the girls. That means my tits are perky and big tits should not be perky! They only leave enough room for a perky personality.

I think Bunny and I had fun together. The show is going to be fantastic and really hot. Being paid less wasn’t as bad as seeing the money counted out in front of me.

I’m not sure if I’m doing anything self-condemning by stating what Bang Brothers did. Their reputation in the modeling world is very uncomfortable.

Girls tell other girls nightmare stories of abuse. The stories were never very scary so that only made me a bit apprehensive. Most of it I had experienced before. If I was apprehensive at all it was from being in a production by a company that called themselves Bang Brothers and made their fame from reality porn that degraded women. Most people do know its fake…now.

Having me back might not be on the top of their list but, as most of you know, I could probably do one of the hottest and convincing Bang Buses that they have had in a long time. But why would they care? I might be to much trouble.

I was sitting in the back seat of a Suburban on Wednesday morning at 4am as the Bang Bros driver told me that all these fans kept writing for this woman to come in and they just had to bring her back. It turned out to be Samantha and that is why she just shot for them. Write in to Bang brothers and ask for me that’s the sure fire way of getting me back in there and on the bang bus. Same thing with Score. You want to see me in Voluptuous again or bouncing on J-Mac’s thighs again, fan mail is the way to do it.

I would love to work with another woman again and the Bang crew. I had a lot of fun with Bunny De La Cruz. It’s been too long since I’ve licked pussy and I finally got to do it on screen. You should be very pleased. The director was fascinated with my throbbing pussy so there are tons of shots of it shiny and drippy.

Oh, why was I in the back of a Suburban on Wednesday at 4am? Well my plane at 5:50pm was delayed until about 10:15. I finally saw the Miami lights appear in the window at 2am. We didn’t land until 2:45 and then my bag was not on the belt. Three different airplanes arrived at the same time and I guess the baggage guys thought that mine belonged to another plane. I got my bag, jumped into the SUV and was at the hotel at around 4am. I had to shave the pussy that I had been growing out for Javier (Dammit he’s moving now! I need to find a photographer that can shoot me in Chicago!) which took an hour and I decided that I had no reason to sleep. I was going to get crabby by about 2pm and we would be done by then.

The shoot was an exhibitionist’s paradise. Three delicious black men and three gorgeous white men all watched (two participated–the director touched my pussy, with his tongue!) me fuck Bunny with my tongue. I forgot how much I love pussy. I missed it sucking all this cock.

The only sad part of the whole thing was the male character was Jared who fucked me the second day of my first shoot with score. Remember him? He couldn’t keep it up nor could he cum. Well they do lots of magical things with those cameras because I did most of the work! The same problems I had with him at Score I had with him at Bang. I had to fuck him as he stood there slowly trying to bang me. This is video! Fuck me harder man! I want to scream and mean it! But Bunny made me forget all about him as she gave me a huge throbbing orgasm with her talented little tongue. She kissed well too.

At one point I was between Bunny’s legs as Jared was standing behind her trying to pop and I felt fingers slide up and down my legs and a wet tingle on my pussy. I looked under and it was the director smiling who told me I had one of the best pussies he’s ever seen! I felt delicious.

Finally Jared was ready and so was I as I had gathered as much spit as I could in my mouth in case the delivery was less that what it was the last time. Yep! Barely enough to make it look good but I sloshed it around, opened my mouth to show the camer licked my lips and then swallowed.

BANG! we were done.
I was almost sad. I kissed Bunny’s pussy one last time and got up to get dressed.

At the end of a scene it’s almost as if you hit the ground after riding down a long slide. I was smacked into reality and looked around at everything and I think all eyes were on me for a second. What that does to an exhibitionist made me have to squeeze my legs together so I wouldn’t drip anymore onto the floor.

Back at Bang HQ Bunny got an early flight while I was left with my original 9:10 flight. I could have taken an earlier one and paid $300 for it so I opted to wait it out. They put me naked in to a hot tub and I slept for a while. I woke up a couple hours later and went to the airport.

The accountant counted my money in an office alone. In a room with Bunny the accountant came in and counted her money while I was still there. So I know she was worth more to them than me. Since they were so stupid I said something saying I didn’t expect compensation but I expected more professionalism so I didn’t have to go home thinking I wasn’t as wanted or as pretty as Bunny. Also they asked Bunny not me about coming back soon and maybe doing the bang bus too. I had to chime in for you guys to see if they would consider me for it. I’m not sure what happens but until the video comes out I am not considered a good enough girl. You saw what happened with Score. It took sales and letters from you to call me back so quickly after my debut on Voluptuous. So like I said, start writing to Bang and Vivid, Score, and wherever else you want to see me. I’m not going to sit back and let them use me like they do. I fuck and not a lot of girls in porn do that now. So let me fuck!!!!

Happy Valentines Day, I love you all!
xxxooo

Remember me:

and…

love me!

Hey guys, wish me luck in Miami with my more voluptuous body.

I finally have a Score Page!

And thanks to my fans I have a boobpedia page!!!!

What a nice way to boost my confidence for the shoot Wednesday!

Also, those of you who have donated, please send your addresses one more to me so I can double check I’ve got you all. Please write Valentine address in the subject of the email.

Those of you who haven’t donated, what are you waiting for? Don’t you want to see my new self produced videos? If I can do the train videos what do you think I can do without people looking? Come on and help a naked chick out!

Check out this fantastic girl Annette who saw my train adventures through Gram Ponante and decided to have one of her own. What is even more fascinating is that she has the guy shoot cum right into her eyes. Let me be a little clearer, she makes sure by holding her eyes ope one by one so they can get jizzed! She must be immune to that awful stinging that happens to most of us. Either way I found her to be adorable so check her out here.

To see all the posts so far about me at Porn Valley Observed go here and check the comments on both entries, some metal midget is trying to make me cry. I think he needs a bit more fiber in his diet to get the 2 mile long poop out of his ass. Actually he is very nasty and needs to be told where his place is and I hope you guys can do me justice. So go get him boys!

DEFEND MY ASS!

I keep trying to write this post and something that needs my attention pulls me away. I’m just going to write it quick and publish it.

Most of the DVD’s will be going out tomorrow night so look for them in you mail next week. I wanted to send them today but Chicagoland got 13 inches of snow and its still coming down. All we can do is look at how pretty everything is covered completely in fluffy snow. I love these days but hate what comes after. Snow plows, salt and then if it rains most of the snow melts leaving black slush and black mountains of snow left over in parking lots by snow plows. It takes the beauty away but it is needed at the same time.
I can also handle the temperature which is warmer due to the snow falling.

Also keep donating will ya? I love it! I have plenty of DVD’s left over so if you want one the easiest way right now is to donate. If you don’t want to donate and want to buy the DVD by itself email me at alix@wecouldbenaked.com.

I want to thank you so much for all the advice and instructions on how to get the DVD to work. I’m sorry it happened and that you are delayed in getting your valentines. I promise it will have been worth it.

Again, I’m sorry for the late mailing of the Valentines and DVD’s it’s just impossible to get anywhere when the plow are too busy taking care of the main roads and leaving us in over a foot of snow.

Another picture from the shoot, this one is a bit confusing but it was great orgy fun!

If so email me (alix@wecouldbenaked.com) because I’m having a hell of a time getting these DVD’s to play on the DVD player. They will only play on the computer! I’m so upset and I’m going mad trying to get this corrected. I blame Vista! In fact Vista has caused all of the crap that is going wrong in my life!
(Don’t worry They are going out Monday–If I have to I’ll go to Kinkos and spend some donation money.)

On a happier note a picture from Ski Wolf. (Thank’s Chris and Jessie.)

I always wanted to have a finished collection with my name on it and now I do. However, this is a little different that what I had originally thought my collection would be. I imagined to have a collection of clothing shown at Bryant Park one day. This collection is of videos that I have accumulated in the last year.

The video includes some of the most popular video clips from the site, four never seen before videos and my movie We Could Be Naked. If you already own the movie who cares it never hurts to have another copy. I’m sure you will all love this and I hope you enjoy me once again.

Each Valentine donator will receive one and I am still working on the pricing. To let you know all donations were above $50 so I don’t want to see my self short and give this away. And don’t worry Valentine Donators you are getting more than just a disc. By the way there is still time to donate for Valentines Day. You can never give too much!