Today at 2pm I’m interviewing Nadia Bjorlin from  and the movie Redline. Redline is coming out April 17th and she plays a hot race car driver with Eddie Griffen and some guy. I loved Days when she was on the show. Nadia plays Chloe Lane an orphaned opera singer who starts out as a geeky goth girl with all these emotional problems. She blossems into a beautiful singer who dies, comes back to life, finds her parents, learns that her grandfather is really her father too (yes weird incestuous abuse) and marries the most eligible bachelor in Salem. It’s a beautiful, twisted story and was my favorite story line since Kayla and Patch. Chloe and Brady will hopefully be in the Days hall of fame up with Marlena and Roman Brady, Marlena and John Black (Marlena was possessed by the devil and couldn’t make up her mind which husband to stay with, she’s all messed up), Bo and Hope, Jack and Jeniffer, Sami and Lucas, Patch and Kayla, and Alice and Tom Horton.

When I interveiwed Lisa Carver we talked about Days of Our Lives. Imagine my surprise when I saw the issue of Rollerderby that she talks about Days in. I love it when i have soap opera’s in common with people. My best friend Bob and I used to watch Days together after work. He taped the episodes and we would get together every couple of days and have a few drinks while watching the show. It’s really fun getting drunk and watching a soap opera, I highly recommend it.
I can’t wait to talk to her and find out what it’s like to be on Days. I hope she’s naked in her new movie. She’s also up for the part of Wonder Woman and I think she would be perfect. She looks like Linda Carter.  What a great start to the day. I’ll blog later and tell you how it went.

I took more pictures for Troma tonight. These are before and after pictures. One is me bloody and the other is me clean. I like this fake blood stuff.

Last night I was in a Dominatrix dungeon…to film a movie. It was quite an experience. I’ve never really been into S&M but I do think it’s fascinating. The woman who let us use her place was really nice and her friends were too.

I was shackled to the top of the cage and was naked. Hopefully, I’ll get some pictures of it now. The Dominatrix shackled me herself. She was really pretty and smelled good. I liked her touching me. I was handcuffed to the cage for an hour and one of the actors put fake blood and bruises on my ankles and wrists. The bruises looked real I thought I was actually bruised because I wasn’t paying attention when he put them on me.

My part was of a female slave and I had to beg Lil Princess to set me free. Meanwhile underneath me was another female slave who was also nude. On the bed was a male slave who was tied to the bed with ropes that were attached to a crank. Next to him on a big, black wooden X was another male slave. We were all completely naked. The male slaves had leather hoods on and their balls were tied up. Later, the dominatrix used a Violet Wand to shock the male slaves. It didn’t hurt them and they were willing to do it for the film. After she shocked them the room smelled like sex. It wasn’t a bad smell it was a good one.

I think I would like to try a Violet Wand. I’ve seen electric wands that are used for sensory excitement. On an episode of Real Sex I saw these women using one on each others nipples. It looked neat and I wanted to try it. I used to masturbate to Real Sex and Taxi Cab Confessions before I started collecting porn. There is something sexy about soft core. Sex even if it’s only implied turns me on. I remember the movie Over the Edge when the two main characters Carl and Cory (I think) have sex in a sleeping bag. Nothing was shown but it was implied and I got wet and masturbated to that scene. I still masturbate to that scene, at least my memory of it. It was so hot. Cory was gorgeous. Something about red-heads in the 80’s, they are really hot to me. And Carl is all beat up which is really sexy. I had a major thing for burn-outs with black eye’s.

Got a little carried away there, back to the film……The actor that put the blood and bruises on me played a crazy clown and he scares me and touches me in the film. I act scared but it really felt good. He doesn’t touch me anywhere sexual, he just rubs his hand up and down my back while I cower and try to move away from him. He was good. I hope I did a good job.

I didn’t think it was going to be as fun as it was. I want to make more movies! This weekend I’m going to be filming for Evil Worm Productions. I’m so excited to be in this film. I get to be naked again! I love being naked! The director of Evil Worm Productions is awesome. I met him at Fangoria and I’m so happy I did. I’m not sure how much I can reveal about the movie so I’m not going to say anything except that it is really sexy and original. I’m going to put this movie on MrSkin too.

One movie that will not be on MrSkin is my Naked Video. Please buy it and help me afford my trip to LA! You can help make the skirts for Christy Canyon, Ginger Lynn and April by buying the video which will enable me to buy the silk I need. So do me a favor and buy my video.

Oh and I can’t resist I have to share one more picture from the bloody series. I hope Troma doesn’t mind.

Most of you found me through Jesus at Drunken Stepfather. The past few days I have been corresponding with him asking him to link to me so I can get more traffic and more people to buy my video. I’m not sure he will but either way I owe him quite a bit for helping me like he did. So I am returning the favor by writing about him and how funny he is. Many bloggers copy him so don’t be fooled he is the original and the best. Here is my favorite post he has up today. It’s train-wreck Tyra Banks teaching some cute chick to moisturize her breasts. I don’t know what drugs Tyra is on but I’m glad I’m not on them. I’ve been watching Tyra on Top Model for years. This year I stopped, I’m tired of the show. Backstabbing bitches trying to convince us that they are beautiful is getting old. The only thing worth watching on the show is Tyra getting crazier and crazier and fatter and fatter. Now I don’t think she is fat at all but in model world she is. And before you call me a kettle and paint me black, let me just point out that I pose nude which is much different then posing with clothing on. I also don’t call myself a model I like to get naked and take pictures of it. It is my gift to you not me trying to become America’s Next Top Model.

So laugh at Tyra moisturizing her boobies on TV. And if you want to see me moisturize my boobies, buy my video!

Here is one of the pics I’m submitting to Troma. I can’t send them all but I couldn’t resist letting you see at least one of them. They really turned out good. I’m always really happy when my hair and makeup are perfect. I have to admit that I hate getting dirty. When we shot this there was blood everywhere. I was so worried because I was in the EP’s bathtub and I was nervous that I would get blood on his floor. The bottle said not to get it on clothing or in the mouth or eyes. I washed the nightie right away and all the blood came out thankfully. That nightie is from the 60’s. I have a bunch of vintage lingerie that I treasure. I have some Christian Dior pieces that are beautiful. I almost sold them when I was broke but I never had the courage. As broke as I get I can never bring myself to sell my jewelry, clothes or CD’s. I’ve sold books but not anything else.

Anyway, the blood must have had some alcohol in it because it burned where I shaved my pussy. So we snapped a few really quick and I turned on the shower. I had a great time working with this photographer. I want to pay him so you guys have to buy my photos so I can give him some money. It’s cool to work for free but you can’t do it forever.

This is a perfect opportunity to plug the video again. BUY IT! I only have a week left until I go to LA and I am counting on the sales of this video to help me with my trip. You guys can make me have an even better trip if you buy the video! So please buy it and also buy some pictures too. Why wouldn’t you want a 8×10 glossy with my signature and personal message to you on it?

One more thing, I guess paypal is owned by ebay and they don’t really like to be associated with adult themes. I originally asked you to put Naked Video in the comments section of the paypal order form now I need you to just put “video”. I don’t want them to cancel my account. That would be a pain in the ass. They did that to Christy Canyon. If you read my interview you should know the story.

My email has been out for over 3 hours. I’ve been monitoring the angry posts in the Google discussion boards. I feel like I’m totally lost without my email. Even scarier, people are complaining about not getting their emails while the email was down. I guess some are getting service back before others. I’m lucky enough to be in the group that has to wait longer.

The good news is that I have an appointment at Hustler. The EP cautioned me because the industry is mean. So I realized that if there is nastiness to be had I will probably get it. I’m lucky when it comes to men finding me attractive but when it comes to criticism I usually fall prey to it. I’m a bit older and heavier than the average hardcore model. I plan on going in and telling them about the website and they will hopefully like the angle and direction I am going.

Ok my email is up but I can’t receive anything. This is frustrating. But I refuse to complain on the message boards. Many of those people that comment on those boards either want to slam the company so bad and threaten to stop using them or they want to slam each other. This one guy was complaining saying he has a business to run and that he is never going to use Google again. Another guy replied to him that he was stupid to expect anything from a free service. It got more vicious. I compare it to road rage. Why are people such hot heads? We survived without the internet and cell phones in the 80’s why can’t we survive for a few hours now. Regardless, I am kind of inconvenienced without my email. But I’m not going to die. People can call me.

I bought business cards for my trip yesterday too. I took the picture that is on the banner of this site and put it on the card. They turned it back and white. I only bought 500. I need a few for LA and I did these really quick. I just want people to go to the site. Later on I will make nicer ones. Does anyone have any ideas on where I can get them? Email me alixxx13@gmail.com.

Tonight I’m going to curl up with my computer and read these stories written by my friend McSkyy. I highly recommend them. I may have told you about them before but it never hurts to mention good stuff more than once. Plus the way this guy describes women turns me on. It’s like he really knows how a woman is built and how she moves. Every time I come across the word nipple in his stories my own nipples react. Like they are now. So I’m touching them and getting wet. Since I’m at home I’m already half naked and it doesn’t take much to get completely naked. Luckily, Holly Does Hollywood is already in the DVD player and all I have to do is push a button and away I go….

I can’t pry myself away from my computer. I love this site!

Gmail is down and I haven’t been able to log on for the past half hour. I’m sorry to those of you I was chatting with. I will be back on line soon. If you have gmail and want to chat with me email me to see if I’m available. If you see that I’m on-line you can see if I’m available by sending me a chat message. I can’t guarantee that I will be there but you can try. I like to talk to you guys it’s fun getting to know you.

For those of you who watch The Surreal Life Fame Games on VH1, I have the inside scoop from Ron Jeremy. I put off calling him about the show yesterday and Sunday when it originally aired. I figure he was getting tons of calls. I was appalled at Vanilla Ice’s behavior during the entire show. He seemed to have Roid rage the whole time. He was violent and so angry. The last show he actually trashed the set because he lost. Remind me never to be alone with this guy. Not that I would ever meet him but he and Ron Jeremy are still friends. Despite what the Ice Man did during the show he later forgave Ron. I think he should have apologized but I doubt he works that way.

What the producers edited out explains what happened. I knew Ron intended on voting for himself which would force a tie. It doesn’t look like that and it seemed like he lied in the confessional too. According to Ron, the producers did not give him the option to vote himself off. Instead they gave the players pre-printed chips with the other contestants name on them. Ron did not have the chance to vote for himself. Thus since Rob had won most of the challenges Ron voted him off. It was a game! Not reality. Seems that Vanilla Ice suffers from what the VH1 producers count on their audience to suffer from: belief that this is reality and all that happens is factual and life changing. Vanilla Ice really believed that all the happenings on the show were going to effect his life off the show. This is what society has come to and it’s pretty sad. Also, I Love New York received higher ratings than the Surreal Life Fame Games. Wow, she’s a mess! That’s amazing and makes me puke.

I also called Ron Jeremy about Hustler. I was asked earlier today what I would do with Hustler and I have no idea. I just hope I can do something. I was also advised to contact some of the big boob magazines. I don’t even know what they are. If any of you do let me know.

I watched Behind the Green Door for the first time the other night. I have to say it was better than I thought it would be. I figured it would be like a video and have cheesy music and bad camera angles. Instead it was like a very well made art house film. It really turned me on despite the 70’s look of all the people. Long hair and hairy pussies don’t really turn me on that much. The woman that prepared Gloria (Marilyn Chambers) in the beginning wasn’t that great looking but she convinced me. Marilyn Chambers is beautiful with her little boobies and sporty body. I loved the color of her pubic hair. when she was being kissed and licked by all those women watching her wiggle around was awesome and made the blood rush to the tip of my clit. I came so fast I had to pause the movie to regain control of my crotch. Then the big black guy comes in, Johnny Keyes. I can see how powerful this scene was in the 70’s: a pure, blond white girl getting fucked by a huge back man who was wearing a mask and white pants with the crotch cut out. I really like that look. As much as I love male ass I do like cut outs on clothes. During this scene her orgasm made me cum. It reminded me of the first time I came with a guy. I was so surprised when I had my first orgasm that I reacted like that shaking my head side to side and letting out uncontrollable screams. The first time I came during sex was such a surprise since I thought I was cumming all the times before. I thought my orgasms were just mild and never expected to cum as hard as the shower massage made me. I remember never wanting it to stop and then having a hard time walking afterward. When they say that your toes curl they are not lying. I almost had a Charlie Horse I tensed my leg muscles so hard. After that I couldn’t get enough of sex. It’s why I am the way I am today.

The movie made me miss my co-star in the video. We practiced a lot, A LOT! He has pretty amazing squirting abilities and can do it almost every time. Despite having sex a few times before we shot the sex scene in the video he was able to hit my chin with his sperm. I could not convince him to not cum before the shoot so I just crossed my fingers and it worked!

Buy the video to see what I’m talking about.

Hi everyone and welcome to my site. Looks great doesn’t it? It’s still under construction but pretty soon I will have galleries up and more photo’s to buy. I’m so excited about this I’ve always wanted my own site. I feel like I’m in control of my destiny now. It’s such a good feeling. Especially with my own site. One of the things that is always on my mind is relationships. A few years ago I never would have thought I would be happy on my own. I was convinced that the road to happiness included marriage for me. But here I am and I’m alone and really happy.

I have spent the last 10 years making a family for myself and surrounding myself with good people. I’m still doing it. I have to meet April Flores who I am sure is going to have a huge place in my life. I also want to meet Hollis James who can hopefully teach me his style and maybe some of his genius will rub off on me. So far I have two extremely wonderful new men in my life, Duane and Wayne. I am so excited to have met them both. I also want to meet many of you.

Many of you are buying the video. Thank you! Some of you are not completing the paypal transaction. You can’t get the video until you finish the paypal part. If you are having problems please email me at alixxx13@gmail.com. I will be adding more pictures to buy soon and might add downloadable pictures in the future. I’d like to hear your thoughts on that. Would you buy picture sets if I offered them in a downloadable format?

So I’m off to start my day. My photographer says he will have some photos for me today. I should have some new ones up soon. Keep on reading. I’ll be thinking of all of you when I finger myself later.

Ron Jeremy called me Friday morning and asked if I’d drive him from O’Hare to Ft. Wayne. Of course I said yes. Seems kind of dumb to fly into O’Hare to be in Ft Wayne, but no one realized that Ft Wayne is an hour ahead of Chicago. So everyone though Ron was going to be early if he arrived in Chicago. Even the Ft Wayne people forgot about the time difference. So intentions were good and Ron doesn’t get paid to think about what time it is in Indiana. He told me in the car how fucked up it was.

We had a nice drive even if it took us longer because of traffic. It was stop and go all the way through Illinois and a little into Indiana. I don’t know where Ft. Wayne is. Even though I’m in it I still have no idea. I printed out a map and hoped it wouldn’t really take over three hours. It took over four! But we chatted and he took care of some business. I like Ron a lot. He’s a really nice guy. He doesn’t act like a multi-millionaire. I think he will consider me a good friend now and that’s just amazing. So whenever he’s in town or near Chicago I can go see him.

He thinks I can get into Hustler and I hope he’s right. That would be really cool and lots of people would buy my video. Hey, this is a perfect opportunity to plug my video!

Buy my video and enter to win a date with me! It’s only $20 which includes an autographed picture of me and hand made wrapping. I forgot to mention that I have to make all the sleeves for the disc this first run. You will be able to buy it later but the price is gonna go up. The DVD will cost more and DVR’s play on most new DVD players. I dance in it so buy it! I can really dance!

OK, back to Ron Jeremy. I was thinking while I was waiting in the car for him to get the hotel rooms, a few years ago I never in a million years thought I would be driving Ron Jeremy around. Nor did I think I was pretty enough for him to consider good enough for Hustler. But after going to the strip club where he did his stand-up routine and refereed three boxing matches between 6 topless girls, I realized that I was. I hate sounding conceited at all but these girls had nothing on me. There were some that had nice bodies but they were in the minority. This is just my opinion and I’ll bet if they pulled up their panties a bit then it would make a world of difference. I think they would have all looked much better completely naked but they couldn’t do that so they wore these short/panties that hung on their hips and some of them had muffin tops which would have looked better if they pulled up the waist band a little. And I have to consider that they were drinking so all that liquid settled in their tummies and it gets hard to suck it in the more you drink. Also, for me, when I get drunk I totally forget to suck my stomach in. Not to mention the amazing amount of courage that comes with being drunk. I don’t get drunk anymore so that isn’t a factor with me. I got a little buzzed last night but not enough to be out of control.

Today he has a book signing and I’m going to go check out this dildo shop and maybe buy some stuff. I need nipple clamps. I find them as sexy as guys do. I’m going to also ask some more interview questions. I need the money. Did ya hear that? I need money! Buy my video! I have to pay for a hotel and car in LA and I wanted to have some money to play with. I also have to buy contacts. Ugh! Money, Money, Money! So help!!!

Later I’ll tell you how the book signing went.

I’m calling the video Naked Video. It may not be original or seem like it was thought out well. But believe me, I’ve been thinking about it since Saturday. I’m going to start selling it now. This is a pre-sale and I’m doing it so that you guys can have buy one now rather than wait till after I get back from LA. You getting one now will help me fund my trip in LA. So here’s the deal: for $20 you get the DVR, a 5×7 autographed picture, and a chance to win a date with me. If for some reason a date is impossible (like I can’t get to you or vice versa) I’ll send you something that you can pick. The deadline will be the 4th of April which is the night before I leave. After I come back I will pick the winner and we can work out the details. You can pay for the video by using the paypal account attached to my donation button over on the right. If you don’t know how or are unable to use paypal please email me and we can figure something out. Also, be aware that it will take 4 to 6 weeks for these DVR’s to get to you. This is a Pre-sale and I’m making it available so that you can help me with my LA trip. I wanted to get this made before I went to LA so I could bring it now I need my money back so I can go to LA. So help me!
The $20 will include shipping.

The video is a look into my favorite things to do: dance, masturbate and have sex. Watch me strip, fuck my self with a vibrator, give head, get fucked silly, shower and finish myself off with some baby oil.

I’m very supportive of the story line in a porn but mine has no story line. Ironic huh? But who cares, I get fucked and you can see it. I have close ups too. I came at least three times that I can remember during the sex scene so you know that I enjoyed it.

I can’t wait for you to see it so buy it now!

Make sure you add to the paypal “for” section “Naked Video” when you make the donation. Enjoy!

That’s me, my tits, Adam and Kyle at the radio station yesterday.
I hope you listened to me. If you didn’t I doubt there is a replay. I should have said something earlier but I didn’t know myself. I actually almost forgot to go. With all that went on this weekend I was really thinking Monday would be a very slow and easy day. I’m glad I remembered because it was really great. I was late, of course. But that was mostly the cab’s fault. I called for one at 9:40 and was supposed to be there at 10:15. It’s only a few miles away so I would have been on time. On the bus ride home I read an article about how cabs are perpetually late when you call for them. It’s funny how much a coincidence that was, finding that article on the bus.

Adam and Kyle were both really nice and good looking. I’d add both of them to my list. What should I call that? Guys can have harems but what can girls have? I don’t want to say notch on my belt because I generally don’t wear belts. Anyway, they were cute and probably have girlfriends so I’m assuming I will not get a call from either of them. And really the reason why I do say I would fuck them aside from the fact that I WOULD is so that you know that they were good looking.

We talked about why I do this and what I’m going to be doing next. They also asked me about Myspace and how mainstream it has become. I guess Myspace is breaking up friendships and relationships. I’m going to assume that either Kyle or Adam had first hand experience with someone getting upset with the relationship status on their page. I will use my blog to say that I think it is ridiculous to insist that a boyfriend or girlfriend of a few months change their relationship status on myspace just because you’ve fucked.

Also, I’m sick of Myspace crashing my computer. I have a home computer and can’t afford to upgrade it as often as I should. So the amount of shit people put on their page kills my little computer. It’s also ridiculous. Why do people put all that stuff up. If myspace had a better system for putting code on the pages it would be really cool. like going into someones bedroom. I always tried to make my bedroom really cool when I was in high school. Then I look at that last sentence and realize that I’m not in high school anymore. ‘Nuff said.

I didn’t go on Myspace at all yesterday and I didn’t miss anything. And today I had it up for about 15 minutes. I checked my mail and had way too many messages so I logged off. Generally the messages I get are comments or proposals. I’ve been on a few dates from Myspace and they were fun but I don’t think I need it anymore. So I am pretty much giving it up. Not completely but I’m not keeping my profile open all day like I used to.

Kind of a boring post but I had a busy couple of days.

It’s going to be extremely hard to blog today. My mind is completely whacked along with my body. It was an extremely long weekend.

Saturday was a long day but it went by really fast. I totally ignored the fact that it was Irish people’s day. I fucked an Irish guy (in last name only) in the video so I should have been very aware of it. But all that was on my mind was making the best video I could. The video is only 20 minutes long. I had no idea that sex could be that quick yet seem so long. I came three times while filming the sex scene and thought we had been fucking for at least 20 minutes. When I found out it was only 12 minutes I was amazed. I was reassured by my costar and the producer that 12 minutes was plenty long. I feel better knowing that and the scene should be really hot considering that I got off. I think having a camera on me made me cum harder and faster. I was really wet. Hopefully the audio is good because there was a lot of screaming from me. I forgot I was being filmed for a second. There is a close up scene too. So you will see him go into me.

I got a pink vibrator and used it. I came really fast then too. I think you will get enough of my pussy to appreciate how much I love my new vibrator. I do another masturbation scene that takes place in the shower with baby oil. In reality I use a lot of baby oil and powder after each shower. It makes my pussy shiny and slippery.

There is no roller skating scene. It’s too cold outside for me to roller skate naked. I do dance and strip. Dancing was harder than the sex. I used to dance a lot and I like to think I’m pretty good. Being a stripper was one of the things I really wanted to do. The idea of all these men watching me dance was arousing. Whenever I talked about it with friends though the conversation always drifted over to money. I like the idea of making a lot of money from stripping but for some reason it turned me off. Money made it seem bad. Like it does to a lot of things. I’m sure the strip scene will be my favorite and might be the only one I watch.

I will be pre-selling it to help with the LA trip. It will be sold at a lower price and I will have a contest too. I am still asking for money. Or just go and buy something. I don’t have much time left. Just two weeks. I want to make sure I’m totally covered in LA. So buy my video, my pictures, and make a donation, I’m worth it.

Don’t forget to LISTEN today at 10:30 central time!

I have to tell you about the incredible head I got a few days ago. I had never been with this person before and was expecting a lot considering what they had told me. I have to admit that I am always hoping the next one will be the one that can out do my vibrator. And unfortunately, even after this one, I haven’t found him. But my vibrator can go about 30 miles per hour and it is impossible for a man to do the same. I don’t use the same old penis shaped dildo with batteries. No, my electronic man is a super machine that you plug in the wall. It weighs a little bit but that’s okay, I only have to lay it on my clit for a minute to get that amazing screaming orgasm that I love so much. I started using a vibrator so I could have a non-messy, quick and easy orgasm. Now my love of sex and the mess it creates has changed. Case in point: I stick my hands down my pants several times a day to smell myself. A smell that used to disgust me now makes my nipples hard. I also love my panties wet. Not totally wet but wet and warm it makes me feel alive and awake. And I like having semen on me. Most of my friends are disgusted by this but not me. It’s like a badge of honor that I keep to myself mostly. Like last night, I had cum on my stomach, elbow and chin after sex. I wiped the excess up but I still have some on me. I haven’t showered yet and I’ve been out twice. I love having it there all day reminding me what I did last night to get it there.

I’m getting away from my main reason for this post-the unbelievable head I received a few days-mornings ago. After a long hard night of regular parties trying not to talk too much about what I do. It’s always really fascinating to 90% of the crowd then about 10% thinks I’m ridiculous and just trying to get attention. So they give me nasty looks. The problem is that sometimes that 10% is about 90% of the party and the 10% that is part of the 90% doesn’t want to piss off the 10% so they try to seem impartial and cut me short when certain people come around. This ends up making me feel like I am being judged and policed at the same time so I just try to talk about other people as much as possible. It’s very easy because other people love to talk about themselves.

So I’m lying back on the bed close to orgasm but far enough away to know what’s going on down below my belly button. This guy’s tongue was circling like a speed boat propeller. He was moving me more than I was moving myself. Noise were coming from his mouth that almost competed against my moaning. The whole time this orgasm was building up in me that started in my pussy then slowly went through my thighs and down my legs. As it reached my knees another force of orgasmic feelings went up my spine and through my arms and into my neck. As my body filled with the orgasm that wasn’t there yet he did something that I never expected and that blew me into another dimension: he gave my clit a raspberry. You might be laughing but I wasn’t. My eyes popped open and I remember afterward noticing that tears had drawn mascara streaks down the sides of my head. All of the orgasm that had been flowing throughout me so gently and evenly all rushed right back down into my clit and exploded. My entire body was paralyzed in a clench and I know that I must have sprayed his face. I held my breath for the first pulse to flow thorough my whole body and it was forced out along with an indescribable moan that would embarrass me if I had heard it. Then waves of tingles took over me and I regained movement and rocked back and forth on his face coming over and over.

He had no problem plunging his dick inside me after ward. He kissed me smearing my cum all over my face and chest. He sucked and blew on my cunt two more times that morning and I couldn’t get up for an hour afterward. He was good, forcing me to cuddle. I am not a cuddle girl but this one made me cuddle. Well, I don’t cuddle all the time. I used to when I drank a lot but now there isn’t enough time in the day for me to get everything done so I end up trying to use it all up. I had things to do but I was to exhausted to do anything after that. I walked around funny for two days afterward. The second day wasn’t difficult so much due to a physical hindrance more a mental one since I couldn’t stop thinking about what had happened to my pussy. Writing this made me masturbate and put on tight underwear so that I could rub my tender clit on the seam and soak them up.

I’m shooting a video tomorrow if you haven’t heard already. I can’t promise the best video ever or even a good video at all. I’ve never done anything like this. Hopefully, it will be good and I do promise nudity, masturbation, showering, stripping and dressing. I hope sex will be there but who knows if the guy can perform since he’s never done it before either. Wish me luck either way.

I’m going to be on the radio on Monday! Adam and Kyle from UIC Radio’s show Soundtrack will be talking to me from 10:30 to 11:30 (central) on Monday morning! The cool thing about this is it’s an Internet radio station so anyone can listen. I tried it last night and the station went through my iTunes. I didn’t have to download anything. It was too easy! So if you want to hear two 21 year-olds ask me questions about my life and sex tune in.

The video is shaping up nicely. It’s going to be a “day in the life” video. I have to go buy a vibrator. Oops! Did I type that aloud? It will hopefully be done before I go to LA so I can show it there. I’m very nervous. I usually hate myself on video. Film is OK but video is so raw.

In LA I’m going to meet up with the executives of Peach DVD and three of their actresses. It should be a good interview. If You’ve never seen a Peach DVD movie I suggest you check one out. They have really hot girls stripping all over the place.

Chicago has been nice the past few days. Yesterday the temperature was in the 70’s. Today it’s starting to get cold. I’ve been sleeping in the nude too and I’m not happy about having to put on my nightgown. I will be having a guest soon. He’s “helping” out with the movie. We are going to practice a lot. I’m very happy about that. It’s been almost a week!

Hardcore picture is going up today. Getting you ready for the video I guess. Since there was no nudity I decided to put two up.